Jan 17, 2006 23:39
Anyways...a big ol' FUCK YOU goes out to my grandmas doctor...The surgery might possibly be delayed...again her doctor didn't fax over the biopsy results...how hard is it? If they do anything surgical to her stomach, she will never get out of bed because she will not be able to stand on her hip and therefore never recover.......this is stressing and messing my whole family up......I was over my grandmas today, and this is the first time she has ever complained to me about the pain almost in tears. It's bad. Even trying to change subject to take her mind off of it and not to worry we'll take care of it, she still goes back to doctor talk...oh boy...this is hard.
huh...I did see some old friends from high school today. Seriously though...I find out that so many of my friends never even went to college, or they dropped out along the way...makes me feel I can't stay in webster or i'll be working at papa ginos like they are forever. ^_^
Working at the hospital tomorrow...So God help me if her doctor comes to the cafe. I will not serve someone who would sooner see my grandmother dead then approve surgery for her own selfish reasons...I'll spit in her food....
Did go to the gym today too...get to be sore for work tomorrow woohoo!
Feeling sick all over again now too. Had 2 viral cold sores...now swollen glands in my neck and throat...looks like I have an adams apple, lol.
oh dear...feel like whoa...