Thats right
Yea, thats right, its after 6 am in the morning and i am still awake.
I waied most the day to talk to her, then winded up talking to her for about 15 minutes overall.
I have been thinking about this whole situation.
It seems like I am getting absolutely nothing out of this. I get to speak with her less, I get to know shes still smoking and still drinking, I get to think she doesn't care about me as much as she once did, I get to be lonely all the time... I get no one to speak with and help me with my problems.
She gets to do whatever she wants, while all I want is her...
This is why I told myself not to fall in love, damn me for becomeing a hopeless romantic.
I do still love her, and I wish she felt the same way as well...
I waied most the day to talk to her, then winded up talking to her for about 15 minutes overall.
I have been thinking about this whole situation.
It seems like I am getting absolutely nothing out of this. I get to speak with her less, I get to know shes still smoking and still drinking, I get to think she doesn't care about me as much as she once did, I get to be lonely all the time... I get no one to speak with and help me with my problems.
She gets to do whatever she wants, while all I want is her...
This is why I told myself not to fall in love, damn me for becomeing a hopeless romantic.
I do still love her, and I wish she felt the same way as well...