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Well I talked to Shanika tonight, and once again I think I made her mad. I really don't men to, its just that whenever I talk to her,I just want to yell that "I love you" and "I want to be us again" but I know better...
I hope I can wait long enough, but I don't know if I can...I'm so very lonely and its very tough to cry myself to sleep when I just can't seem to cry...
ON the plus side I get to see her in 2 weeks and we will get a chance to talk in person. I hope it goes well, although I doubt it will. I forsee her not wanted to see me, or when we do there will be crying on one of our parts, it will be tough, but it will also be the best thing to happen to me in weeks.
I still love her, I just hope I still do when she is again in love with me...
peace and love
Jim
p.s. I was at an MC Hammer concert tonight... "Too Legit, Too legit 2 Quit!"
I hope I can wait long enough, but I don't know if I can...I'm so very lonely and its very tough to cry myself to sleep when I just can't seem to cry...
ON the plus side I get to see her in 2 weeks and we will get a chance to talk in person. I hope it goes well, although I doubt it will. I forsee her not wanted to see me, or when we do there will be crying on one of our parts, it will be tough, but it will also be the best thing to happen to me in weeks.
I still love her, I just hope I still do when she is again in love with me...
peace and love
Jim
p.s. I was at an MC Hammer concert tonight... "Too Legit, Too legit 2 Quit!"