Apr 23, 2006 03:13
Today I went to Sandro's wedding. Damn... I'm reaching an age where all my friends are marrying, becoming parents and moving on. When I look around me, I see things rather stagnant, just like when I was a teenager.
I know that I should be happy for him, but I don't. I feel so alone and wretched, and not being able to feel joy for him just makes me more miserable.
Yeah, I know... I'm sounding just like one of the Emo kids that I loathe sooo much, or one of the Livejournal's goth kings. I guess that going to bed and falling asleep will cure me from this weight on my chest.
At least, one can hope.