Seahorses
My dreams of recent days have been quite disturbing.
A few nights ago I had one about dried seahorses and bending them with female genitaila. Then riding horses and Mr. Eve riding a miniuture pony. The ones that can wear diapers.
Last night I dreamed I was upset with Kenny but I didn't know what. He had used up my chap stick for some reason but that was not the real reason. I dreamed I was totally empty, that I could no longer feel emotions. I knew I loved him but the feeling of love was gone. Then slowly anger, sadness, happiness, ect. All I could feel was the hallow pang of pain left by them. I decided to talk to Alisha about it online. She and I talked about "the monster" in all of us and how mine had gotten free. How it might eat Kenny. She then said how I was the monster now and that she must get away. And I then I woke up.
Yesterday I thought about only breifly the stresses I had undergone in Highschool. Such as the whole band drama. With just Kenny and I things seem much simpler. The only real drama was at 11pm while we were about to fall asleep was Jessi A. being preggers. I like being smart and not having to deal with countless possiblities.
A side from the usual car parking problems, and Kenny locking my keys in my car, we are doing fine. Although I do have a weird circly hive/rash/thing on my thigh. I looked it up but can't find anything similer. Maybe I'm allergic to my new soap... Kenny wants me to go to the hospital. I want to burn the hives off.
Yesterday we went "shopping"/job hunting and I found Kenny a really nice wool coat for 50% off. He looks so spiffy in it ^^
Recently I've been thinking about marriage. Pros and cons. I kinda feel bad because my subconscious keeps bringing it up in conversations with Kenny. I don't want to put that added pressure of marriage on him while he's still trying to find a job. Plus who knows what happens.
A few nights ago I had one about dried seahorses and bending them with female genitaila. Then riding horses and Mr. Eve riding a miniuture pony. The ones that can wear diapers.
Last night I dreamed I was upset with Kenny but I didn't know what. He had used up my chap stick for some reason but that was not the real reason. I dreamed I was totally empty, that I could no longer feel emotions. I knew I loved him but the feeling of love was gone. Then slowly anger, sadness, happiness, ect. All I could feel was the hallow pang of pain left by them. I decided to talk to Alisha about it online. She and I talked about "the monster" in all of us and how mine had gotten free. How it might eat Kenny. She then said how I was the monster now and that she must get away. And I then I woke up.
Yesterday I thought about only breifly the stresses I had undergone in Highschool. Such as the whole band drama. With just Kenny and I things seem much simpler. The only real drama was at 11pm while we were about to fall asleep was Jessi A. being preggers. I like being smart and not having to deal with countless possiblities.
A side from the usual car parking problems, and Kenny locking my keys in my car, we are doing fine. Although I do have a weird circly hive/rash/thing on my thigh. I looked it up but can't find anything similer. Maybe I'm allergic to my new soap... Kenny wants me to go to the hospital. I want to burn the hives off.
Yesterday we went "shopping"/job hunting and I found Kenny a really nice wool coat for 50% off. He looks so spiffy in it ^^
Recently I've been thinking about marriage. Pros and cons. I kinda feel bad because my subconscious keeps bringing it up in conversations with Kenny. I don't want to put that added pressure of marriage on him while he's still trying to find a job. Plus who knows what happens.