Nov 02, 2005 17:15
I just wanted to say that. NOW. I hate halloween almost as much as I hate how Steve McNinny is always constantly breaking up with his girlfriend. and I check his info a lot. because it's really pretty for a guy info, but I guess that's how emo guys roll. and I'm really sick of them going out and him having this really annoying emo song lyric on there, and her name and the day and all, and then a week later he has this really emotive line about how he still loves her even though they're not together. AND THEN THEY GO OUT AGAIN. and really. It's an ongoing cycle that I am really quite tired of.
I didn't go to school today. Mostly because I feel like a really big asshole. I bit off my girl nails, which were pretty while they lasted. And I've come to the conclusion that nail biting is an effect of self-hate. I wrote this whole thing on it for my novella, but that's completely irrelevant to anything you may or may not give a shit about. I listened to Bright Eyes all morning. Which I suppose is another effect of self-hate. But I really can relate to all his drunkeness. Unfortunately.