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is there anyone out there anymore still looking out of hamburger eyes..
.. or was that always just me
so many people sometimes i feel like i meet soo many people & still id rather just stay home with the dogs..
yesterday i went out with a potential new friend who turned out to be a dud.. i hate that it makes me feel like i failed at something simple.. but really it just wasnt there the connection wasnt there.. i cant make friends with empty eyes.. empty head.. even if their hands seem full.. there are certain things you cant force..
Today i feel like going to one of those old people craft shows held in high school gyms with my mom.. i feel like eating a homemade apple crisp with a $1.50 price tag & going home with a bag full of yarn & googlie eyed ornaments..
..some days i feel so far away
.. or was that always just me
so many people sometimes i feel like i meet soo many people & still id rather just stay home with the dogs..
yesterday i went out with a potential new friend who turned out to be a dud.. i hate that it makes me feel like i failed at something simple.. but really it just wasnt there the connection wasnt there.. i cant make friends with empty eyes.. empty head.. even if their hands seem full.. there are certain things you cant force..
Today i feel like going to one of those old people craft shows held in high school gyms with my mom.. i feel like eating a homemade apple crisp with a $1.50 price tag & going home with a bag full of yarn & googlie eyed ornaments..
..some days i feel so far away