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So.. gator ate my fake eyelash glue before i could even get those fuckers on my eyes..
today i spent the whole day cleaning my studio.. it still looks a mess.. & i feel like a waste..
theres a new hst movie out july 4th.. i watched the trailer.. it made me jealous & feel like a loser.. sometimes i wonder why i dont take more chances.. fuck more shit up & do something interesting with my time.. they showed his funeral & i felt good about being there.. it may sound strange but i accomplished a goal by actually going.. im sick of shrugging shit off but its hard to find people who actually want to fucking try for anything fun.. i wanted a fucking gang of assholes.. i wanted us all to create the ridicoulous.. fucking drown the world in glitter blood..
today i just feel lonely & unsatisfied..
tomorrow who knows..
i better pick up my clean up job before justin gets home & steps on all my shit..
today i spent the whole day cleaning my studio.. it still looks a mess.. & i feel like a waste..
theres a new hst movie out july 4th.. i watched the trailer.. it made me jealous & feel like a loser.. sometimes i wonder why i dont take more chances.. fuck more shit up & do something interesting with my time.. they showed his funeral & i felt good about being there.. it may sound strange but i accomplished a goal by actually going.. im sick of shrugging shit off but its hard to find people who actually want to fucking try for anything fun.. i wanted a fucking gang of assholes.. i wanted us all to create the ridicoulous.. fucking drown the world in glitter blood..
today i just feel lonely & unsatisfied..
tomorrow who knows..
i better pick up my clean up job before justin gets home & steps on all my shit..