so..
instead of doing anything fun this weekend i got the flu..
YAY!!
so i watched beetle juice & rear window and died a slow painful death on the couch in the hottest fucking weather yet.. i had to wet the dogs down it was so hot & the three of us lay wet on the couch listening to the fans & the neighborhood mexican music & watched used tissue blow in the wind..
but justin brought me ice cream & re-wet the wash cloth for my head & listened to me cry & curse the lord & his fucked up ways & he kept me from sleeping on the bathroom floor because whenever i get sick i tend to curl up on the rug in the bathroom.. its the only way i feel a little better.. he hates it & says its dirty & i need to lay on the couch or the bed anywhere but the bathroom floor.. id stay there for days if it weren't for him.. pathetic
its the tail end of it now i hope & i took off work to be safe.. i cant be sick all week.. im going to San Francisco friday & im not bringing the flu with me..
i just got out of the shower & being clean feels nice but my throat feels like a knife & my arms are all weak & shaky.. i need to eat but nothing sounds good to me.. i hate that when nothing in the world sounds good to eat..
fuck..
..im stuck in a daze
YAY!!
so i watched beetle juice & rear window and died a slow painful death on the couch in the hottest fucking weather yet.. i had to wet the dogs down it was so hot & the three of us lay wet on the couch listening to the fans & the neighborhood mexican music & watched used tissue blow in the wind..
but justin brought me ice cream & re-wet the wash cloth for my head & listened to me cry & curse the lord & his fucked up ways & he kept me from sleeping on the bathroom floor because whenever i get sick i tend to curl up on the rug in the bathroom.. its the only way i feel a little better.. he hates it & says its dirty & i need to lay on the couch or the bed anywhere but the bathroom floor.. id stay there for days if it weren't for him.. pathetic
its the tail end of it now i hope & i took off work to be safe.. i cant be sick all week.. im going to San Francisco friday & im not bringing the flu with me..
i just got out of the shower & being clean feels nice but my throat feels like a knife & my arms are all weak & shaky.. i need to eat but nothing sounds good to me.. i hate that when nothing in the world sounds good to eat..
fuck..
..im stuck in a daze