[For My Eyes Only] Happy New Year!
This feels like the first time I've gotten to sit down and breath. The precinct was swamped with so many calls and incidents. Now, I've been scrambling trying to get a year of filing under control. It's no easy task.And when I'm not doing that, I'm trying to keep an eye on Rachel. That's no easy task. I love her, but she's a lot of work.If she didn't make me so ridiculously happy, I'd probably murder her. Though, something's been off lately. Everytime I ask her about us maybe moving it over to her house since the twins will be here soon, she makes an excuse about Abby and changes the subject. I know this would be a major adjustment for Abby and truthfully, I'm scared about all of the changes, but that doesn't change the fact that the babies will be here soon and this house is too small for them. So, I have no idea what to do, but it has to happen soon, especially with another one on the way shortly after. It doesn't help that I feel so tired and stressed all of the time. It can't be good for any of us, but I'm pressing on. I don't really have a choice.
I can't wait for that vacation away that Rachel gave me for Christmas. I think I need it. We both need it. I'm so grateful for Finn. He's been such a help with Abby. As has Brittany and Millie. I don't know what I'd do without any of them really. And at least Abby's finally warming up to Rachel. Focus on the positives right? Like the fact that Mike and I just had a great visit with Dr. Wen and our baby is just perfect.
I can't wait for that vacation away that Rachel gave me for Christmas. I think I need it. We both need it. I'm so grateful for Finn. He's been such a help with Abby. As has Brittany and Millie. I don't know what I'd do without any of them really. And at least Abby's finally warming up to Rachel. Focus on the positives right? Like the fact that Mike and I just had a great visit with Dr. Wen and our baby is just perfect.