[Filter: For My Eyes Only] I hurt inside. Don't you?

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It's been two days and I still can't believe it's over. I feel lost. Worse, I feel like I lost my best friend. In a lot of ways I did. I feel like an idiot. Why couldn't I love him enough? What's wrong with me? It's the first Friday that we don't have our standing Friday date and I won't if I'll have to cancel family dinner on Tuesday.

I still need to tell Abby. I still need to tell Finn. I just want to hide. I can't seem to stop wearing his jacket even though I know I should give it back.

And, I miss him. I miss him a lot.