fear
i have this wierd fear that i just thought about 2min ago and i never really could put into words before. its so odd. i have a fear of going down a tube head first and getting stuck. its such a claustrophobic fear but if that ever happened i might have a straight heart attack...also falling (but i know that fear). so i guess along with falling head first(which is scary to begin with) now add to that getting stuck in a tube on the way down...don't ask. o and i keep having these odd dreams where things keep going from fat to bone thin again and again and it scares the crap out of me. i don't know what it means but i've had this dream and feeling ever since i was little. even sometimes when i just have my eyes closed i think about it and it scares me then. cuz sometimes i'll be holding someone's hand and i'll think about it with their hand and it scares me so i have to open my eyes. its sooo odd. i don't know what the hell that is...some mental wierdness that i've had since my childhood....i think it all began with dream that freaked me out really young...so whenever i think about it it scares me like it did when i was little. ok well i've got that random thought down, now i can go on watching "The Lion King" on tv.