Feb 15, 2007 18:10
I rarely use this thing (I truly believe no one reads it), but every once in awhile its nice to write in it.
Im off to Ferris next year to life with Sarah and Lauren (possibly Sarah's friend Andy too). Its exciting and scary at the same time. Im scared of moving away, but also the people there. Im afraid of Jimmy and his friends. Im afraid of these feelings that I still have for him when i know I shouldnt. I think hes afraid too because he likes to drunk dial me and tell me all this stuff and ask me about my boyfriend.
Although this whole Jimmy thing boggles in my mind, I absolutely adore my boyfriend Billy. He's one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I know he is really a good person. He'd do anything just to make me smile. He is slightly confused still about how to make me feel better when Im blue, but im sure he will figure it out.
That is all though. To the person who actaully reads this, thanks. maybe im not writing for no reason :]