Oct 10, 2005 23:28
- He isn't returning my phone calls
- I put my energy into my relationship and now there is NOTHING
- If he asked me to be with him again... i dont think i would have the strength to say no.
- No matter what he has said or done to me... i still love him.
- Why does he want to hurt me???
- Why did i believe all the lies??
- Time heals all wounds.....well how long do i have to wait to feel healed??
- I am afraid to be in a relationship with anyone....i feel that i can't trust
- I have asked God soooooo many times to take the pain away...
- I know that i have to give EVERYTHING up to God....but i am scared...i am scared to wind up alone.
- Did he really ever love me??? Or was he just dragging me a long??
- Does he know that i cry myself to sleep at night? (not everynight)
- He is one of the first things i think of when i wake up for the day....and the last before i go to bed.
- 3 years of my life has been spent with him....what do i have to show for it???