Rambling....
So it's been a while since I've been on here to ramble. I thought for sure I'd be on here more but really, haven't thought about it. Oh well, such is life.
As usual, work sucks ass. Instead of getting better, it's getting worse. Some point I'll learn to deal with it and let it go. Sometimes I feel like the more I care, the more upset I get. I really need to realize that not caring is way better.
On a brighter note, the wedding plans are starting to come together. My OCD is kicking in. Even though it's 8 months away, I need, or want, everything planned now. Just gotta wait for my tax refund to start the major pieces to fall into place. Well, not really because I already have the location for the wedding/reception reserved but I need them to have more money to feel better about it. Then I meet with the photographer next month to put that deposit down. DJ is next. This coming weekend is the dress shopping trip with my mom and sis-in-law. I'm looking forward to that but at the same time, not really. I'm not the girlie girl that likes to play dress up but I still can't wait to try on a few dresses. Didn't get to do this the first time around. I feel a little out of my league here. First time around, the whole thing was planned and executed in a little over a month. This time, it's taking a year to get to the big day. Eloping is starting to sound better and better. I kid. I can't wait for the wedding. It's going to be simple but the wedding I wanted. Neither of us had the 'real' wedding the first time around.
Well that's all I got for now. Maybe I'll actually keep up on here. Doubt it, but one can hope, right? Ha ha
As usual, work sucks ass. Instead of getting better, it's getting worse. Some point I'll learn to deal with it and let it go. Sometimes I feel like the more I care, the more upset I get. I really need to realize that not caring is way better.
On a brighter note, the wedding plans are starting to come together. My OCD is kicking in. Even though it's 8 months away, I need, or want, everything planned now. Just gotta wait for my tax refund to start the major pieces to fall into place. Well, not really because I already have the location for the wedding/reception reserved but I need them to have more money to feel better about it. Then I meet with the photographer next month to put that deposit down. DJ is next. This coming weekend is the dress shopping trip with my mom and sis-in-law. I'm looking forward to that but at the same time, not really. I'm not the girlie girl that likes to play dress up but I still can't wait to try on a few dresses. Didn't get to do this the first time around. I feel a little out of my league here. First time around, the whole thing was planned and executed in a little over a month. This time, it's taking a year to get to the big day. Eloping is starting to sound better and better. I kid. I can't wait for the wedding. It's going to be simple but the wedding I wanted. Neither of us had the 'real' wedding the first time around.
Well that's all I got for now. Maybe I'll actually keep up on here. Doubt it, but one can hope, right? Ha ha