Not really that surprised.
This will be a sumwhat rant, but not really. Im not gonna sugar-coat it, so here goes. Thk practice was really fucking gay. Steves lack of equipment is ridiculous. When he does have equipment it breaks thus making it impossible to finish a song(thats if he remembers it, sorry man but its kinda true). Dont take this the wrong way mike, but if you knew it was kelly's b-day on tuesday, why wouldnt u have told us the week prior, or even like the day before so we could try to do it wednesday? 4:00 on the day of is kinda bad and if u dont see that then oh well. I could see if it was an emergency how you'd call it off the day of but come on, its not like this was a spur of the moment thing, dave and me but probably dietz as well will agree that was kinda lame(for the record im not saying that you should have skpiied it, but im saying to let us know not the day of). im not mad at that, but i just want u to know that i saw it as kinda bad. Dave has school and cant relaly make it to practice when we can, and it makes it almost impossible for him to get vocals down. Dietz kinda has a bad attitude9 not about the band but kinda gets like an asshole everyonce and a while) when we're there probably for the reason i just stated above, or sumthin else, i dunno, but we all see it. After chewy records i will be leaving the band. Theres so much shit that we all put each other through that makes being in a band not really worth it to me. WERE ALL TO BLAME so noone cry over this. I admit that i seem to take control when im there and am probably way too pushy and controlling, but if i didnt do it then what would happen? the band was fun but its time we get over it, or at least i do. I dont think we'll ever get to the point of what we want. Aside form about 10 kids not too many people will miss us. The reason for that is that weve been a band with steve for like what, 2 years now? and have nothing to show for it. How long can we beat this dead horse????? Im sure theres about a million other things i could say but why bother, i know that if you're going to take this the wrong way then theres no helping it.
On the next note, being a carpenter is fucking hard, and the work seems like ill never get it, but i know ill keep trying. I seem to be getting better in the week ive been there so i guess thats sumwhat promising. Firday around like 11:30 me, dietz, patterson, and dave are going to jimmy's i think. Anyone who wants to join us can, that means basically Dzav, Tbone, Mike, or Scott if ur interested. I heard a recording chewy did of mark playing guitar and it was pretty good. I have faith the recording will be solid enough. I gots to get up at 5:30 so im off. Later.
On the next note, being a carpenter is fucking hard, and the work seems like ill never get it, but i know ill keep trying. I seem to be getting better in the week ive been there so i guess thats sumwhat promising. Firday around like 11:30 me, dietz, patterson, and dave are going to jimmy's i think. Anyone who wants to join us can, that means basically Dzav, Tbone, Mike, or Scott if ur interested. I heard a recording chewy did of mark playing guitar and it was pretty good. I have faith the recording will be solid enough. I gots to get up at 5:30 so im off. Later.