Love should be more than just a word.
Its saturday night, 9:22, and im guessing ill be going to bed quite soon. The family went bowling, and nan went with. Me and her seemed to be at each others throats so i did not attend. Nan says that i always make her look like the bad guy, when in fact, i am the bad guy. I will not deny that i am a cold heartless asshole. i broke it off becuz i couldnt handle the way things were going. And its sad that i still have the power to make nan feel like nothing, when that in no way is my goal. Im rambling. If she deosnt like the way shes treated she should send the shit back or walk away. i dont like making her feel bad but i just want to be alone. I need to get off this fucking thing.
"Ill remeber that day forever. It was the 4th of july and my mind had never been as clear. I looked at the sky and out of nowhere it seemed to turn dark, sprinkle rain for half a moment, and seem to be clear all again. That morning at 7:15 seemed to be a sign that life would not be good on me for 2 seconds, but be better in no time. I think that the day i found more about myself than anything"
~S.W.E.~
"Ill remeber that day forever. It was the 4th of july and my mind had never been as clear. I looked at the sky and out of nowhere it seemed to turn dark, sprinkle rain for half a moment, and seem to be clear all again. That morning at 7:15 seemed to be a sign that life would not be good on me for 2 seconds, but be better in no time. I think that the day i found more about myself than anything"
~S.W.E.~