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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!I USUALLY LOVE CHRISTMAS BUT this year seems a lil different, i dunno why, i guess its b/c the only ppl i bought for was my parents, matt & amy, scotts mom, grandparents and scott.
no friends to exchange gifts with lol that sucks but who cares i guess, im sorta getting used to it , kinda becoming a hermit, which is not like me at all i want my old friends back
I have no clue what has happened its like ive lost everyone either b/c i have a boyfriend or i dont do the things they do that shouldnt change anything but i guess it does when u grow older
I hear some of my old friends complaining about ppl they hang out with how they are backstabbers and how they feel left out with them sometimes well u know what i say if u dont like the way they are treating
why do u hang around? why do u act like everything is completely okay when u are with others you act totally the opposite. oh wel i guess its none of my business ill just do what im doing and ill be here
if u ever need a shoulder or just someone to talk to it doesnt really matter to me i guess as long as i can be someone u can atleast talk to sometimes ill be okay , God gives me strength to get over it and people to hold me
up!! I LOVE U SCOTTY ~my bestest friend forever