what to do
im lost and confused and dont know what to do about it! the only reason i havent quit my non money making job is because i love a few of the people i work with..most importantly i love one of my managers. i think of him as a friend in the work place. hes been so awesome because he basically gives me whatever i want no problem. whatever schedule i want, i get cut when i ask to be, i dont like something i tell him and he changes it...i dont want to leave gators because of that and because where else am i gonna go where i get whatever i want? but the money sucks..i put in my time and earned my respect i guess. im broke and dont know what to do...my mother is constantly giving me shit about never being home with gray because i work 6 days a week and im getting sick of it...all that work and i cant pay my bills. i dont spend money when i go to bbq. i dont buy random shit, i just never seem to have enough to cover my ass. hate it. but i think shes right..i think i need a real job. 9-5. maybe i should go back to hotels. i dont know what to do. dont hate my job, hate the amount i work, hate the money, love my manager. what the hell. but i never see my son or put him to bed. and im always tired. and i am always broke and i am really stressed out. i think tonight i will talk to eric my manager and tell him whats going on.