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i have been thinking very seriously about joining the peace corps...i have always wanted to but never really thought about it until recently...my life is in a rut right now and i want to do something that i have never done before...it means leaving gray for 2 years...that is something i dont know if i can handle or not...i think i want to do it, but i am terrified of actually committing to it...and to leave my son behind...tough decision. i feel like this is something i should do. scared shitless about it...just requested an application and an information packet...wow. the idea of it is scary, but i feel like i want to do it.