. time.
So since i last wrote on this thing i was very very young.
A small recap to what has been going on......... goes here:
- so I graduated from SFSU and moved back to San Diego on December 21st.
I loved san francisco. I had the time of my life there. I would highly recommend visiting or living there for at least a year or two.
- the boy i was dating for 3 years and a half I am no longer with. We decided it was a mutual thing. I could not really picture him in my wedding and vice versa. We were happy and in love but the intentions weren't permanent.
- I now live in San Diego... I am single and not used to being so alone. Sometimes I wake up and question myself- did i do the right thing ? was he the one and I let him go? What am I doing with myself?
Single life is very complicated. It is hard to be single due to being used to having someone say i love you and knowing that somebody out there loves you. Although, I rather not have that than being used to each other. We came to a point that I knew what he was thinking, we had lots of fun but as getting married, as I mentioned before...I did not see us there. It has been good and bad. Looking for a job in San Diego is insanely crazy. There are barely any interesting jobs here in san diego so fuck it.
Sorry for being so unorganized with my writing but I read somewhere that you write the way you think. My thinking is all scrambled. I have many many thoughts in my head and they all come out at once . Forgive me for lacking on that.
hmmm i can't think of anything else to write at the moment. hmmmmm.....
i'll write back later.
A small recap to what has been going on......... goes here:
- so I graduated from SFSU and moved back to San Diego on December 21st.
I loved san francisco. I had the time of my life there. I would highly recommend visiting or living there for at least a year or two.
- the boy i was dating for 3 years and a half I am no longer with. We decided it was a mutual thing. I could not really picture him in my wedding and vice versa. We were happy and in love but the intentions weren't permanent.
- I now live in San Diego... I am single and not used to being so alone. Sometimes I wake up and question myself- did i do the right thing ? was he the one and I let him go? What am I doing with myself?
Single life is very complicated. It is hard to be single due to being used to having someone say i love you and knowing that somebody out there loves you. Although, I rather not have that than being used to each other. We came to a point that I knew what he was thinking, we had lots of fun but as getting married, as I mentioned before...I did not see us there. It has been good and bad. Looking for a job in San Diego is insanely crazy. There are barely any interesting jobs here in san diego so fuck it.
Sorry for being so unorganized with my writing but I read somewhere that you write the way you think. My thinking is all scrambled. I have many many thoughts in my head and they all come out at once . Forgive me for lacking on that.
hmmm i can't think of anything else to write at the moment. hmmmmm.....
i'll write back later.