Unchained Melody
Funny how a simple little song can play with your head. I was listening to The Righteous Brothers' "Unchained Melody" thinking about the movie "Ghost" and then suddenly pictured myself standing out in a park underneath the clear night sky, stars shining, the moon giving off the perfect romantic glow and slow dancing with my special someone. Who that person is, I don't as of yet know, and honeslty don't expect to for a long time to come. And I don't mind that at all. I'm willing to wait for that magical moment when I realize I've found the one for me. Whether or not life really plays out that way is yet another mystery. But no matter. I've realized that yeah, I do want to find love, but not right now. I'm too busy working and getting to know the few female friends that I do have for once in my life. I'm trying to get myself into physical and mental shape, pay for a car, and get ready for a vacation and stressing over a relationship or about finding someone to love would ruin everything I have going for me now. Selfish? No. Sensible? Yes. I want to explore my options, play the field, enjoy my life now without having to worry about how my "other half" feels or what he needs. I have my own feelings, wants, and plenty of needs to deal with right now, thank you! I feel so much better having come to these realizations. It's like a whole new world for me! Amazing!