Self Image pt. 2
I feel better today. :)
About myself.....
I went to work today, (I'm forced to wear make-up), and now I feel more confident in my looks.
How funny, that something as simple as my appearance can make such a large impact on my day. :)
Oh, well! At least I feel less shitty about myself. :D I like being happy, I really really do. Which is why I'm trying lately to engage the thought of how I -want- to feel as opposed to how I'm really feeling. I'd really rather be content more than anything. After all, I've heard it constantly, your life is what you make it. Good or bad, if you wanted your life to be good, you have the power to make it so.
We were put on this earth with a gift, a great ability, a superpower if even! It's called "Change." Magnificent! We can be or do anything that we want or feel! We are not robots, in a set path, with no chance to vere off into unknown and new settings. We are living organisms that constantly change molecularly and mentally throughout life. Why should we be bored with our own lives? Or upset at the circumstances we have forced on ourselves? When we can get up and do something about it! We -can- Change....
Anyways, I'm getting off on a weird tangent. This journal entry is supposed to be about my self image. Which, like I've said, is feeling a bit healed today. I think getting it off my chest yesterday by writing really helped me. I don't feel as strongly burdened as I did.
And I really hope it stays this way. :)
About myself.....
I went to work today, (I'm forced to wear make-up), and now I feel more confident in my looks.
How funny, that something as simple as my appearance can make such a large impact on my day. :)
Oh, well! At least I feel less shitty about myself. :D I like being happy, I really really do. Which is why I'm trying lately to engage the thought of how I -want- to feel as opposed to how I'm really feeling. I'd really rather be content more than anything. After all, I've heard it constantly, your life is what you make it. Good or bad, if you wanted your life to be good, you have the power to make it so.
We were put on this earth with a gift, a great ability, a superpower if even! It's called "Change." Magnificent! We can be or do anything that we want or feel! We are not robots, in a set path, with no chance to vere off into unknown and new settings. We are living organisms that constantly change molecularly and mentally throughout life. Why should we be bored with our own lives? Or upset at the circumstances we have forced on ourselves? When we can get up and do something about it! We -can- Change....
Anyways, I'm getting off on a weird tangent. This journal entry is supposed to be about my self image. Which, like I've said, is feeling a bit healed today. I think getting it off my chest yesterday by writing really helped me. I don't feel as strongly burdened as I did.
And I really hope it stays this way. :)