Stoopid Anxiety
So...I know my brain doesn't function like a "normal" persons. Ok, so I'm not normal but thats not the point :)
This week starts week 19 of pregnancy and I feel anxious about not being obsessive. I see all of my friends out there face palming. I know its not horrible to not obsess, but shouldn't I be? My "normal" nature is to obsess. Now when I go online to say, start the baby registry my brain breaks. I can't help it. Generally, unless I actively have a question about something very specific I won't go searching for answers. This is the most ridiculous thing to obsess about, but its there. Also, I can't help but still be ABSOLUTELY PISSED OFF about the way the last ob dr I saw treated me over my weight. Its been almost a month and I still can't get over it.
*sigh*
Stoopid
This week starts week 19 of pregnancy and I feel anxious about not being obsessive. I see all of my friends out there face palming. I know its not horrible to not obsess, but shouldn't I be? My "normal" nature is to obsess. Now when I go online to say, start the baby registry my brain breaks. I can't help it. Generally, unless I actively have a question about something very specific I won't go searching for answers. This is the most ridiculous thing to obsess about, but its there. Also, I can't help but still be ABSOLUTELY PISSED OFF about the way the last ob dr I saw treated me over my weight. Its been almost a month and I still can't get over it.
*sigh*
Stoopid