update
Well, Sorry it has been awhile since I've actually posted. Busy busy busy. We found a new nanny for the twins after Kodi (that's right the one that used to be my friend) went crazy because I asked her to stop being mean to the twins (calling them brats and telling them to get away from her (i mean wtf thats what she was paid for!)) she got bitchy with me and started swearing and i told her she had to knock it off, so she picked up one of the wooden puzzles (heavy fucker) and threw it across the room. Pieces hit the twins and the board came about two inches from hitting my infant son in the head. As you can imagine, at that point I lost it and told her to get the fuck out of my house before I had to beat her face in. She's now texting jason to say that she wants to talk to my mom. I told him to text her back and tell her if she values her pathetic existance to never come near or contact my family again. I tell you. You think you know people. Psychotic juvenile immature bitch.
Anywhooo..... The baby is doing SOOO well!!! He's SO big. He ooo's and aaa's up a storm and he's just starting to laugh. It's damn abdorable! He's in 6-9 month clothing lol.
Jason and I got to out the other night. We watched Cloverfield (very scary) and went to the bar. Everytime we go out in this town I am reminded about how much we do not fit in. Oh well I guess. I wouldn't want to fit in anyway.
So, life is good. I'm tired, but good. The cats are still relugated to the basement, cause they are still acting kind of house shocky. Azu is acting better, but Draco still goes nuts if you bring him upstairs. I miss having them with me all the time. It sucks. Apparently they have this thing you plug into the wall like a glad airfreshner that puts out a hormone that calms cats down. It's expensive but I think it's worth it. Anything to get my familiar back to being by my side.
I get kind of lonely during the day. I know that seems silly with a nanny and kids and now JoAnna's home from a medical discharge from the military... but I get lonely just the same. I know Jason must get frustrated cause he doesnt get much him time when he's home from work cause I immediatley need to spend time with him. I guess I just miss having friends in the area. I have a few... but they are busy all the time. I feel like its Jason and I against the world here. There are no interesting people, they all look at me like I'm smoking a very used crack pipe. And it's not like I am THAT extreme looking anymore. I mean come on, I very rarely have chains on anymore, and I haven't worn black lipstick in I can't remember when. I guess if you are the odd one out, it doesn't matter what you wear. I think it probably has to do with the whole very mouthy and outspoken. LOL oh well, wouldn't change that about me even if I could.
I lost my cell phone. Still looking for it. So if any of you want to call and talk call my house phone. 570-265-0715. I would love to hear from you all.
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me