And there we have it....

Aug 22, 2004 20:38

Just got back from Six Flags. HELL YEAH!!! I had so much fun. Got a nice ass sunburn, went on ALOT of rollercoasters and one that i really didnt wanna go on, but did anyways. Had to pull Jacqui and Remmers on alot of them, they're wimps. Do gotta give them props though, they did go on them without too much of a fight. Didnt get to see the dancing guy, was a lil upset about that. They played the song an aweful lot, no one would dance with me :( Got sick from the hotel room. I've been stuffed up since and it sucks cuz now i cant breath outta my nose.
Does anyone ever feel like they are losing one of the closest people to them and there is nothing you can do about it? Yea, it sucks. I mean, yea i've lost friends before, and i am upset about the ones i did lose. But having someone sitting right next to you and you miss them more than you could ever explain. That is the worst feeling in the world. But telling them how you feel and them "understanding" how you feel and still missing them that much more is the most painful thing, i think, i've ever had to do. I hate losing friends, I HATE losing people i love, but when there is nothing you can do about it, is that all that is left? Nothing? I've had it happen before, but its never been this deep, meant this much or been this painful. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO!!!!!!
ADVICE, ANYONE????? I'll take it. Even though i know what some of you will say, cuz you've already said it to me before. But i'm still willing to take any advice that anyone is willing to care to write....
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