Mar 17, 2006 15:55
I was under the impression that the ring was found in our car, that someone had dropped it in there and noone had claimed it as theirs. As far as i knew thats where it came from and thats how we got it. Until recently, Ryan told me the really story behind the ring, and where it came from. It wasnt found, it was bought, by him, for me. He bought the ring and he was gonna purpose to me. He was waiting for the time to be right, and because i found it before the time was right, he had to make up the story about it being found in the car and it belonging to someone else, so i wouldnt be suspicious. Then, someone goes into my room and steals it from him, and unknowingly from me. So, now that my engagement ring is gone, and he didnt even get the chance to ask me, AND all the money he spent on it, is now in someone elses possession, and prob on someone elses finger, AND it was all for NOTHING. So that someone else could benefit from it. That should have been me. It should be me with that ring on my finger. It should have been to that got engaged. It should have been me and Ryan, because he is the one that paid all that money for it, and that loves me enough to wanna marry me. But NO, someone has to be so fucking shitty to go in my room and ruin all of it for me, for us. I could be engaged right now, with a gorgeous ring on my finger. But i cant be, because someone had to suck at life and go through my shit and fuck everything up for me. So, THANK YOU! You know who you are, THANK YOU so fucking much for ruining everything that could have been. And everything that isnt, is all because of you. You have ruined everything, and for that I HATE YOU!!!