WTF?!?!?!?
You people assume way too fuckin much. You shouldnt do that. My post was not intended to just one person. It was intended to all people that dont see eye to eye with their used to be best friends, and to all the ppl who look at the bad points of a person and not the good ones. Like people dont make mistakes and talking shit isnt in the nature of this world.
Erin~ You ARE NOT losing a sister. Never have NEVER WILL. Bloods thicker than water baby, and that something we share, and cant be changed or ignored. You are my sister and i love you to death and i would do anything and everything for you. Just cuz me and you view friendship two different ways, doesnt mean that i look at you any different of a person. You're still a great person, regardless. I just know what its like to lose something that meant so much to me and lose my best friends and i would do ANYTHING not to lose a friend, i mean anything. I'm not saying you've never lost a friend, dont get me wrong. Like i said we view friendship two very different ways. It is your choice on who you are friends with and it is your choice to not be friends with her for whatever she has done to you in the past, im not saying at all that it isnt. I just dont completely understand, not just you, how people look at friendships and treat their friends the way they do. It makes me sick. I live my life for my friends and for the friendships i have. I would not be the person i am now if it wasnt for EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HAS EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE. And i dont hold grudges to the people that have fucked me over. What doesnt kill you will only make you stronger and will make you that much better of a person. I do know that she is completely miserable without you in her life and she may not act like it but she is dying inside. May not mean too much comin from me but i do know it is hard for alot of people to say what they really mean or act the way they really wanna act in a hard situation. Acting like she doesnt care is the only way she knows how to act in a situation she doesnt know what to do in. But like i said, it probably doesnt mean too much coming from me. And dont think that i am sitting here giving excuses for her or defending her, cuz thats not what im doing. I'm just trying to understand, not just for me, why everything has happened the way it has. I'm not choosing sides and im not picking friends. I am both of yours friends. I just miss the two of you together. We've had SO much fun together and it really saddens me that its over. And its not that im ditching you for her or anyone else, ive just been having alot of fun with her, and i really like hanging out with Ryan and i dont want you to take offense to any of it. Im not doing it to piss you off or make you feel like i care any less, cuz thats NOT the case, AT ALL. I love you so much Erin, and you are NOT losing a sister. Next weekend, if im not working, we should go to Pufferbellies, just me and you. Or well, whoever else wants to go with us. We'll have fun. Anyways~ I really didnt wanna get involved in you guys's fight but i just cant take seeing you so upset, sad and hurt all the time. Im just trying to make things better. Clearly im not doing that good of a job. GOD I SUCK. And FYI, there is and never will be fighting in my house, and i would have somethings to say if anyone tried to hit Jacqui, whether she deserves any of it or not, it would be alot better for the person who wanted to hit her if i got in the way. Trust me. Plus, as long as i have known that girl i have always said that noone is aloud to hit her, so sorry to ruin your plans, i still love you Chrystal. Muah
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~Casey
Erin~ You ARE NOT losing a sister. Never have NEVER WILL. Bloods thicker than water baby, and that something we share, and cant be changed or ignored. You are my sister and i love you to death and i would do anything and everything for you. Just cuz me and you view friendship two different ways, doesnt mean that i look at you any different of a person. You're still a great person, regardless. I just know what its like to lose something that meant so much to me and lose my best friends and i would do ANYTHING not to lose a friend, i mean anything. I'm not saying you've never lost a friend, dont get me wrong. Like i said we view friendship two very different ways. It is your choice on who you are friends with and it is your choice to not be friends with her for whatever she has done to you in the past, im not saying at all that it isnt. I just dont completely understand, not just you, how people look at friendships and treat their friends the way they do. It makes me sick. I live my life for my friends and for the friendships i have. I would not be the person i am now if it wasnt for EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HAS EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE. And i dont hold grudges to the people that have fucked me over. What doesnt kill you will only make you stronger and will make you that much better of a person. I do know that she is completely miserable without you in her life and she may not act like it but she is dying inside. May not mean too much comin from me but i do know it is hard for alot of people to say what they really mean or act the way they really wanna act in a hard situation. Acting like she doesnt care is the only way she knows how to act in a situation she doesnt know what to do in. But like i said, it probably doesnt mean too much coming from me. And dont think that i am sitting here giving excuses for her or defending her, cuz thats not what im doing. I'm just trying to understand, not just for me, why everything has happened the way it has. I'm not choosing sides and im not picking friends. I am both of yours friends. I just miss the two of you together. We've had SO much fun together and it really saddens me that its over. And its not that im ditching you for her or anyone else, ive just been having alot of fun with her, and i really like hanging out with Ryan and i dont want you to take offense to any of it. Im not doing it to piss you off or make you feel like i care any less, cuz thats NOT the case, AT ALL. I love you so much Erin, and you are NOT losing a sister. Next weekend, if im not working, we should go to Pufferbellies, just me and you. Or well, whoever else wants to go with us. We'll have fun. Anyways~ I really didnt wanna get involved in you guys's fight but i just cant take seeing you so upset, sad and hurt all the time. Im just trying to make things better. Clearly im not doing that good of a job. GOD I SUCK. And FYI, there is and never will be fighting in my house, and i would have somethings to say if anyone tried to hit Jacqui, whether she deserves any of it or not, it would be alot better for the person who wanted to hit her if i got in the way. Trust me. Plus, as long as i have known that girl i have always said that noone is aloud to hit her, so sorry to ruin your plans, i still love you Chrystal. Muah
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~Casey