Apr 24, 2005 21:10
haven't touched this thing in months, but i've had some things on my mind lately. it only seems appropriate to use the lj to get things out.
it's crazy how there are some things we as humans can never get right. no matter how many chances we are given at a simple task we tend to screw things up. we pass up opportunities and friendships, or we even unknowingly throw them away. and for what reason? it seems like there's always a point in time you go back and think about a memory of something or someone. regret always seems to occur regardless of how many times you say to yourself dont regret just learn from what happened. we always seem to take people for granted. we think they'll be there when we need them and if they're not...well, they can be replaced by one of the other 6 billion or so people in the world. i've learned, the hard way as usual, there's no replacement for a friend u've foolishly pushed away. it's just stupid to lose touch with someone when all u had to do was something as simple as making a phone call or taking a few minutes of your day to go out and spend some time with a friend. i don't know why i do or say the things i do, hopefully friendships can be rekindled and i wont make the same mistakes for the Nth time. it's crazy how a yearbook, a couple notes, and a b-day card can wake u up to the person you've been lately and the person you've been becoming. can kinda help u realize u may not like the person ur turning into and that theres still time to change.