It's a mistake.
I never thought I'd be saying this, but I can't wait to get back to U of I. Being home only seems to hurt. Oh well I guess. In a couple weeks when I'm back I just need to keep busy and do things that make me happy. Just have to stay away from her and keep my distance. Hopefully these two weeks will allow the feelings to fade.
So much drama tonight. Tried to just help out some way in all of it and realized during the whole script of events that the saying, "Nice guys finish last" is unbelievably true. I have no idea what is wrong with me never being able to just find a relationship. All I know is winter is a lonely season.
Maybe coming home is a big mistake. :\
So much drama tonight. Tried to just help out some way in all of it and realized during the whole script of events that the saying, "Nice guys finish last" is unbelievably true. I have no idea what is wrong with me never being able to just find a relationship. All I know is winter is a lonely season.
Maybe coming home is a big mistake. :\