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Upset isn't the word, I think I'm going to have to go more with stressed.
This past week and a half have been a lot of rough stuff, and at the same
time a lot of things that will eventually make me much stronger. Too many people
have been leaving me lately, and so therefore I have come to the conclusion that
the only way I can stop that is to make myself less 'leavable'. I miss my manager
Mark and I hate that everything at the store is changing. It's not the same at all
and no one is nice anymore after everyone leaves. I've been so busy
and so worried about 93480924 differnt people and things that I haven't had much
time for myself lately, but I am going to have to work on that. My mental state
isn't at it's best. I'm so tired of worrying about everyone, but all I want for them is to be happy.
Why does being 16 have to be so harrddd?
I did, however, today receive a package from my cousin Josh and
he sent me a hoodie and their new cd that doesn't hit stores until the 13th and it
made me smile big. PS I highly recommend that everyone go out and buy
"Deadbeat Sweetheartbeat - The Juliana Theory" on spet. 13 because it is awwwesome.
This past week and a half have been a lot of rough stuff, and at the same
time a lot of things that will eventually make me much stronger. Too many people
have been leaving me lately, and so therefore I have come to the conclusion that
the only way I can stop that is to make myself less 'leavable'. I miss my manager
Mark and I hate that everything at the store is changing. It's not the same at all
and no one is nice anymore after everyone leaves. I've been so busy
and so worried about 93480924 differnt people and things that I haven't had much
time for myself lately, but I am going to have to work on that. My mental state
isn't at it's best. I'm so tired of worrying about everyone, but all I want for them is to be happy.
Why does being 16 have to be so harrddd?
I did, however, today receive a package from my cousin Josh and
he sent me a hoodie and their new cd that doesn't hit stores until the 13th and it
made me smile big. PS I highly recommend that everyone go out and buy
"Deadbeat Sweetheartbeat - The Juliana Theory" on spet. 13 because it is awwwesome.