Oct 18, 2007 01:17
Here I am, On the phone again. Awkward silence, on the other end.
It's kind of weird reflecting on myself these days. yet I find myself strangely attracted to this place again.
Sometimes I wish the divine would slap me in the fucking face.
I'm in love, have been since I quite this place. I found my truth, my answer, my husband.
I never thought I'd make it here, but shows what I know.
I hate a lot of things right now, but I just can't get over the fact that I am truly in love.
I'm scared of the idea of being around another man these days...I freak out and feel like it's wrong.
I feel like he will always be my one. I don't ever see us straying this lifetime without eachother.
I think we will make it and prove the world wrong that true love still does exist, and that people are made for eachother in one way.
Oh I am so blind.