Eternal Sunshine
Tonight was by far one of the best days of my life. It was one in the morning and I wanted to go to the beach and Chris was online. So I told him I wanted to go. And we did. He came and picked me up (:)) and we drove down to La Jolla. The funny thing was, was that he said the whole scene reminded him of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and ironically, I was thinking the SAME exact thing at that EXACT moment. First we walked all the way down to the tidepools. Then walked back to the playground and stayed there and 'played' and swung on the swings and went down the slides. Then we walked the complete other way past the peer, out beyond to the cliffs until the water had came up too close for us to walk anymore. We came back and drove home. But the drive home was sooo fun. We went on Scripps and he wanted a drink so we went to J in the Crack and asked if the took atm (they said no, i said yes) so i got fries. then Chris found money and went back through to get a shake but they didnt have any!! So we went back towards Ramona, only to go back to the Wendy's by the freeway, but it wasnt open! So we went to go back to the gas station by jack in the crack, but just went to USA gas by Wendys and got stuff. Then back to driving home. But back to the beach. All we did the whole time was talk and talk and talk. And we talked the way down and back due to lack of music. I just felt so connected to him today, just like he was an extention of me. And when I told him my most (almost) shocking life problems, he didn't judge me or say anything about what I should do. Just that he was glad I was still alive and getting better...I was crying...but he doesn't know it. I cried not from my memories, but from him listening and saying he was glad I was alive. When we finally got to my house (around 445 a.m. this morning), I gave him a hug and told him my offer still stood if anything went bad...I dunno if he understood that I meant me askin him as a bf awhile ago...I've just fallen so much into him in the last month or so...it's so hard and soo torturous. But he made me cry happy tears...