spirit take me up in arms with you

[bstardust4]

i've become increasinly aware of the fact that school is flying by and coming to an end soon
although i do feel it is too far ahead to have a plan for
or even begin planning, for that matter

i feel like i could come back from Europe a whole new person, with a whole new view on life and a whole new approach to my future

but then i do have that undying will to live in the city
and everyday that passes and with every visit up there, i just want the time to come sooner and sooner
but i'm pretty sure im not ready for a place like the city

i still do enjoy being dumb and young
having that college student stigma.. allowing me to be as retarded, in all senses of the word, as i want to be
as liberal and free as i want to be, cause im a "college student"
where parents still get you gifts that follow your dream
and not a toaster for your new place in soho.

my plateau life perspective lately has blurred my focus
i cant tell if i just want to take my time and linger out my 'young college days'
or if my restlessness is with this town, and that 'college student' stigma
i feel ive done it all here in tally
but i dont feel ready for the city

to get to the point: I CAN'T WAIT FOR SPAIN /