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SOOOOO
ok. i just have a lot on my mind right now. first off. me and sarah had a really good talk in the car on the way to brunch today. we talked about how stupid it is to choose what you do in life because of boyfriends or girlfriends. and it really is true. we also talked about how much friends mean to us. i think its the families we were raised by that teach us to value our relationships with anyone. but honestly. i have had the same best friends for 7 years. even the new friends i have right now. amy and i have been friends for 3. and shes definitly one of my best friends now. i dont understand how people can just go through friends in a few months.its not worth it to me. sure, you learn a few things from them but come on.....
also. i realized WHY my best friends are my best friends. the few things that mean hardly anything to most people these days are what i get out of my friends....
TRUST
HONESTY
RESPECT
LOVE
VALUE
no one gets the value of friendship. i wrote in here a while ago about how awesome my friends were. oddly they are the same people im writing about now. i cant get over how or why i trust the people i do. all i know is that recently i have grown to respect and understand AND open up to a few people. i gonna do the cheesey ass thing and write shout outs. get over it....
Christina MArie Pedersen - 7 years, almost exactly. its crazy how times flys. even though we we somehow missed a whole year, we recently decided it was because you were grounded the whole damn time. o well. i know that you thought for a while i never trusted you. and i didnt ever not trust you, it was more of a .... 'you just dont do that' kinda thing and i think you have grown and realized what youwere doing, especially this year. i do trust you. i love you and i am so glad we are still friends after all this time and all the fighting we have done. your one of my best friends and honestly, more like a sister to me than anything.
Amy Marie joshu - 3 years, almost exactly. weird. ha also, i just realized you me and christina all ahve the samemiddle names. you wont ever read this im sure cause you dont look at this however, i love you. i am so glad we are still firends. and i wish that you decided to live with me this year!i gues it will all be ok in the end. you have been such an awesome friend to me these past few years you dont evne know.i told you eventually i will be able to open up and let you in my life it just was gonna take a while....well its been 3 years, and its finally starting to happen. haha. but no really, your awesome and DEFINITLY in best friend status.
that is pretty much all i wanted to say to my friends....
i dont understand how people can be so hurtful, so unthoughtful, so rude. back stabbing bitches. it just really sucks cause i really enjoyed her friendship and now its all broken. its stupid and it hurts. it hutrs mroe to know that anyone would do that to an even closer friend. i am in lvoe with my boy. and therefore its obvious there are no feelings for hte other one. but to other people. to betray friendship and trust. to loose all that over something so stupid that all you had to do was talk about before it happen.
going behind someones back is horrible. and unforgiveable.
christina, i love you.i need to sleep. but goodnight.
meghan, happy birthday!
ok. i just have a lot on my mind right now. first off. me and sarah had a really good talk in the car on the way to brunch today. we talked about how stupid it is to choose what you do in life because of boyfriends or girlfriends. and it really is true. we also talked about how much friends mean to us. i think its the families we were raised by that teach us to value our relationships with anyone. but honestly. i have had the same best friends for 7 years. even the new friends i have right now. amy and i have been friends for 3. and shes definitly one of my best friends now. i dont understand how people can just go through friends in a few months.its not worth it to me. sure, you learn a few things from them but come on.....
also. i realized WHY my best friends are my best friends. the few things that mean hardly anything to most people these days are what i get out of my friends....
TRUST
HONESTY
RESPECT
LOVE
VALUE
no one gets the value of friendship. i wrote in here a while ago about how awesome my friends were. oddly they are the same people im writing about now. i cant get over how or why i trust the people i do. all i know is that recently i have grown to respect and understand AND open up to a few people. i gonna do the cheesey ass thing and write shout outs. get over it....
Christina MArie Pedersen - 7 years, almost exactly. its crazy how times flys. even though we we somehow missed a whole year, we recently decided it was because you were grounded the whole damn time. o well. i know that you thought for a while i never trusted you. and i didnt ever not trust you, it was more of a .... 'you just dont do that' kinda thing and i think you have grown and realized what youwere doing, especially this year. i do trust you. i love you and i am so glad we are still friends after all this time and all the fighting we have done. your one of my best friends and honestly, more like a sister to me than anything.
Amy Marie joshu - 3 years, almost exactly. weird. ha also, i just realized you me and christina all ahve the samemiddle names. you wont ever read this im sure cause you dont look at this however, i love you. i am so glad we are still firends. and i wish that you decided to live with me this year!i gues it will all be ok in the end. you have been such an awesome friend to me these past few years you dont evne know.i told you eventually i will be able to open up and let you in my life it just was gonna take a while....well its been 3 years, and its finally starting to happen. haha. but no really, your awesome and DEFINITLY in best friend status.
that is pretty much all i wanted to say to my friends....
i dont understand how people can be so hurtful, so unthoughtful, so rude. back stabbing bitches. it just really sucks cause i really enjoyed her friendship and now its all broken. its stupid and it hurts. it hutrs mroe to know that anyone would do that to an even closer friend. i am in lvoe with my boy. and therefore its obvious there are no feelings for hte other one. but to other people. to betray friendship and trust. to loose all that over something so stupid that all you had to do was talk about before it happen.
going behind someones back is horrible. and unforgiveable.
christina, i love you.i need to sleep. but goodnight.
meghan, happy birthday!