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ok so really...i am so happy in life right now.
i know that dating sam might not be what you all think is 'the right thing' or even 'smart' but love it. im so glad that hes in my life. this weekend i found out a lot of things that he never really has said to me outloud and it made me cry...literally. the way that he can actually be serious and sensitive and CARE about me and how im feeling was such a good feeling. not just that but to find out what he thinks bout me and how he actually does want to be with ME is amazing and surprising.he is perfect to me...every single flaw included. i love him. i dont know why but i keep trying to not get my hopes up on him...he scares me. i know what hes done/does/will prob do and im just nervous. anyways....its just so amazing to feel like this. to be happy. to be able to hold his hand and know how much we have. i feel like writing things like his are just going to jinx it. but it cant...not now. its perfect. i love him. i need to let myself open my heart for him....im just to scared!
i love him....
thats it........
i know that dating sam might not be what you all think is 'the right thing' or even 'smart' but love it. im so glad that hes in my life. this weekend i found out a lot of things that he never really has said to me outloud and it made me cry...literally. the way that he can actually be serious and sensitive and CARE about me and how im feeling was such a good feeling. not just that but to find out what he thinks bout me and how he actually does want to be with ME is amazing and surprising.he is perfect to me...every single flaw included. i love him. i dont know why but i keep trying to not get my hopes up on him...he scares me. i know what hes done/does/will prob do and im just nervous. anyways....its just so amazing to feel like this. to be happy. to be able to hold his hand and know how much we have. i feel like writing things like his are just going to jinx it. but it cant...not now. its perfect. i love him. i need to let myself open my heart for him....im just to scared!
i love him....
thats it........