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I cant remember all the times i've tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass...
i lvoe this quote so much!!! i think sometimes we try TOO hard to hold onto things that are obviously gone. not just friendships...but some certain people *cough* *cough* eh hem! lol yes. but its also saying that they are passing, so i know that. things are passing, things are changing. and meg made a really good point to me a week or 2 ago... she said "your not suppossed to stay friends with the people you were friends with in high school.." and its true. she also assured me it was almost unhealthy ha...kinda but in differant words. and she assured me i had amazing friends at school and by being there with us all together for a day at a time, she really wishes she had that. and its true. i love those girls to death. and they are there for me to. and we have only been friends for less than a year!!! basicly a semester if we all think about it... i love them
and see...im nto the only one having "second thoughts" about things that have happened.
and christina. please stop being mean to me and saying how its all my fault. im not denying the fact that yes, i said we shoudlnt be friends. but im sorry that didnt mean "hey lets be jerks and write mean lyrics to each other and blame everything on each other" i would like you to know how many times ahve held back my tounge or not wrote you soemthing or not said something mean to you. and you know why? because i still love and care about you and always will. and im sorry if you dont feel that way back but its life i guess. you know i think that we ahve been through to much to hate each other.i DONT hate you. i just cant and will not be friends with you. and you knwo what else? i WAS sad that u didnt go to kenny. and that your not coming to cali and all that bullshit. not just cause i miss you, cause really...its not that at all. but we have always dont that kinda stuff together. and im sorry that i have feelings and maybe more emotions than you and i get upset easier. but its not my faullt. just like you cant deal with whatever the fuck is going on with you right now. NOT ANYONES FAULT. so please, if you want to hate me, do it. i just dont want to hear about it. cause like i said. i wont and will nto ever hate you.
i lvoe this quote so much!!! i think sometimes we try TOO hard to hold onto things that are obviously gone. not just friendships...but some certain people *cough* *cough* eh hem! lol yes. but its also saying that they are passing, so i know that. things are passing, things are changing. and meg made a really good point to me a week or 2 ago... she said "your not suppossed to stay friends with the people you were friends with in high school.." and its true. she also assured me it was almost unhealthy ha...kinda but in differant words. and she assured me i had amazing friends at school and by being there with us all together for a day at a time, she really wishes she had that. and its true. i love those girls to death. and they are there for me to. and we have only been friends for less than a year!!! basicly a semester if we all think about it... i love them
and see...im nto the only one having "second thoughts" about things that have happened.
and christina. please stop being mean to me and saying how its all my fault. im not denying the fact that yes, i said we shoudlnt be friends. but im sorry that didnt mean "hey lets be jerks and write mean lyrics to each other and blame everything on each other" i would like you to know how many times ahve held back my tounge or not wrote you soemthing or not said something mean to you. and you know why? because i still love and care about you and always will. and im sorry if you dont feel that way back but its life i guess. you know i think that we ahve been through to much to hate each other.i DONT hate you. i just cant and will not be friends with you. and you knwo what else? i WAS sad that u didnt go to kenny. and that your not coming to cali and all that bullshit. not just cause i miss you, cause really...its not that at all. but we have always dont that kinda stuff together. and im sorry that i have feelings and maybe more emotions than you and i get upset easier. but its not my faullt. just like you cant deal with whatever the fuck is going on with you right now. NOT ANYONES FAULT. so please, if you want to hate me, do it. i just dont want to hear about it. cause like i said. i wont and will nto ever hate you.