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so im starting to get really sad. but in a weird way. there is a thing on my myspace that really explains everything im feeling.i cant WAIT to get back home and be with those friends again, the people i am comfortable with and where i walk into target and see a million familiar faces. the place i grew up. but at the same frikin time i am DREADING leaving this place. i love it here. i love all the people and the new best friends i have made. and i know next year wont be the same. it kills me too cause well, i really wish it would be. i hate change. and i also hate that no matter how much we want things to stay how they are, they wont. leaving the "quad squad" is gonna be the hardest thing ever. i mean leaving the girls back home was really hard but we had been friends for way longer and our bonds were so much tighter. these are are like a whole new beggining that is just ending to soon. i dont know its really hard. i dont know if this is just here? but i feel like im closer to these "new people" than other people i knew who went off to school. i am gonna cry. 10 more days.....thats it. im gonna miss this life.....