life....
so ok....life is really good right now.
i am not mad at anyone or anything. my friends and i are finally back to how it should be. i am sure none of u guys thought there was anything wrong but im also sure you know what i mean. i finally said out loud things that meeded to be said .... well rather read. but i said it out loud too. and it really made the whole situation better. im totally fine with everything. your still my best friends all 3 of you and NOTHING can change that. not even little stupid stuff we used to get mad or jelous about. not anymore. its not worth it and i realized that. things change, they will continue to change for the rest of our lives so we have to stop trying to understand why and just let it all just be how it is.
i have been working out on a regular basis and really, it makes me feel great. nothing that shows.....yet. but just the thought of being healthy and in shape makes me want to keep doing it.
i get to go home for the whole weekend and feel great about it!its alyshas birthday and its all gonna be so fun! saturday night me and christina are taking her dancing cause well....alysha is basicly black when it comes to dancing so it should be fun! ha i also just love being home. as much as i love it here...its normal at home...comfortable. and i like that.
mexico is coming up VERY shortly....17 days....yes i have been counting! which will be probally the most fun in the whole entire world!not just because its mexico...and the beach...but because i will be with my best friends!
AND on top of that there has been much talk about summer outtings....cali being one of them. and EVERY time we talk about it, it just makes me more and more excited to actually be going again with the people i love. i cant wait...
to top this whole thing off me and abe are finally back where we should be. well....we are what we should have never not been i guess. that dosnt makes much sense to u all im sure but it makes sense to me.
there are a few people who i wish and pray that i could be in touch with again...some people from jr high/high school times. i mean...i hate not even being able to talk to them. and ive tried so its there turns now. but thats ok
school is going ok....i mean its school but u know what? it really does excite me to learn even if i have to read and do homework. i love learning...hate the homework.
well speaking of...i am going to read a little bit before my next class. hope all is well with the rest of you!
i am not mad at anyone or anything. my friends and i are finally back to how it should be. i am sure none of u guys thought there was anything wrong but im also sure you know what i mean. i finally said out loud things that meeded to be said .... well rather read. but i said it out loud too. and it really made the whole situation better. im totally fine with everything. your still my best friends all 3 of you and NOTHING can change that. not even little stupid stuff we used to get mad or jelous about. not anymore. its not worth it and i realized that. things change, they will continue to change for the rest of our lives so we have to stop trying to understand why and just let it all just be how it is.
i have been working out on a regular basis and really, it makes me feel great. nothing that shows.....yet. but just the thought of being healthy and in shape makes me want to keep doing it.
i get to go home for the whole weekend and feel great about it!its alyshas birthday and its all gonna be so fun! saturday night me and christina are taking her dancing cause well....alysha is basicly black when it comes to dancing so it should be fun! ha i also just love being home. as much as i love it here...its normal at home...comfortable. and i like that.
mexico is coming up VERY shortly....17 days....yes i have been counting! which will be probally the most fun in the whole entire world!not just because its mexico...and the beach...but because i will be with my best friends!
AND on top of that there has been much talk about summer outtings....cali being one of them. and EVERY time we talk about it, it just makes me more and more excited to actually be going again with the people i love. i cant wait...
to top this whole thing off me and abe are finally back where we should be. well....we are what we should have never not been i guess. that dosnt makes much sense to u all im sure but it makes sense to me.
there are a few people who i wish and pray that i could be in touch with again...some people from jr high/high school times. i mean...i hate not even being able to talk to them. and ive tried so its there turns now. but thats ok
school is going ok....i mean its school but u know what? it really does excite me to learn even if i have to read and do homework. i love learning...hate the homework.
well speaking of...i am going to read a little bit before my next class. hope all is well with the rest of you!