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people think everything will be alright. i know it will. but it dosnt feel that way so to tell me everything will be alright is a waste of time. hummm.... sometimes i feel really bad because of how i get treated. or i guess like, how come people dont bother with certin things. i cant explain this. because in words it sounds like im selfish. i just cant handle a lot right now. like not being cared about or people not caring what is going on in MY head as opposed to people who they hardly know. sometimes i wish i was an open person...cause then i wouldnt have this all in me and i could talk to someone. but i know why i dont talk to people. its because they dont ask. granted if its something i really dont wanna talk abuot ill tell them (the other night christina i REALLY didnt want to talk abuot it but thanks for pushing it) i think thats just me being a typical girl, not knowing completly what she wants.... screw it dude...!
jack johnson is tomnorrow....and im not going. it makes me really upset.
i need to talk to this certin person REALLY bad ... its killing me.
jack johnson is tomnorrow....and im not going. it makes me really upset.
i need to talk to this certin person REALLY bad ... its killing me.