why do the strong never get a chance to crack???
today is graduation. i really dont know if i will be able to handle it. ryan is supposed to go with me, but that means skipping out on his mother's rehearsal dinner...and although he sees no point in going and doesnt want to, she might not be too happy about it. i went shopping yesterday and got a pretty outfit to wear to graduation. its got a cool hippie skirt...and its all shades of green, and then some brown. its pretty...plus, i scrounged up lots of pretty jewelry to go with it. i'll wear the same outfit to the wedding tomorrow.
sunday we are all going to Scarbrough Faire. I better enjoy it too, because it is prolly the last place me and ryan are going to be able to do together for a while. Since he's been working with Barry at TNT, and its season, he is going to be working about 10 hours a day 7 days a week. 70 hours a week, but he still doesnt get any more than 8.50 an hour. he might be getting a raise to 9. oh well, i will just reall miss him. and from june 24 till july 4 he will be up in Wichita Falls. i wont get to see him for two weeks. i think we'll both go crazy. only one weekend makes us depressed, how are we gonna handle two weeks? oh well the money will be good. he will be managing the stand and its about a $15,000 stand. him and the owner will split it 50/50 and then out of ryans half he will split it 60/40 with chris, who he is taking up there to help him. that means if the stand lives up to its rep then he will be coming home with $4500....much needed money. oh well, that will be handled when it gets here.
this summer i started off with the intentions of making $1100. but $100 of it got cut because my week of vacation. now, since i joined band again, the last week in july is gonna be my last week. so that cuts it to $800. oh well, money is money and i need it all to put up for the wedding.
i've been pretty happy lately, although things really have not been going my way. this whole month has just kinda reeled back and knocked me on my ass. me and my baby will get through it though, we always do. in two months i will be 17. god i cant wait.....now all i need, is a new car...lol
gotta go.
love to all
<3<3<3<3
sunday we are all going to Scarbrough Faire. I better enjoy it too, because it is prolly the last place me and ryan are going to be able to do together for a while. Since he's been working with Barry at TNT, and its season, he is going to be working about 10 hours a day 7 days a week. 70 hours a week, but he still doesnt get any more than 8.50 an hour. he might be getting a raise to 9. oh well, i will just reall miss him. and from june 24 till july 4 he will be up in Wichita Falls. i wont get to see him for two weeks. i think we'll both go crazy. only one weekend makes us depressed, how are we gonna handle two weeks? oh well the money will be good. he will be managing the stand and its about a $15,000 stand. him and the owner will split it 50/50 and then out of ryans half he will split it 60/40 with chris, who he is taking up there to help him. that means if the stand lives up to its rep then he will be coming home with $4500....much needed money. oh well, that will be handled when it gets here.
this summer i started off with the intentions of making $1100. but $100 of it got cut because my week of vacation. now, since i joined band again, the last week in july is gonna be my last week. so that cuts it to $800. oh well, money is money and i need it all to put up for the wedding.
i've been pretty happy lately, although things really have not been going my way. this whole month has just kinda reeled back and knocked me on my ass. me and my baby will get through it though, we always do. in two months i will be 17. god i cant wait.....now all i need, is a new car...lol
gotta go.
love to all
<3<3<3<3