gaaha...NOO CELLPHONE:'(
well...on monday my mother went phsyco and broke my phone. I have been a week without it and im starting to get very pissed off. I was supposed to go get it done with and get a new one yesterday but...NO. damn my dad....and his damn stupid lies....even more...DAMN MY MOTHER who BROKE MY DAMN CELLPHONE!
Well how's this for an update...like all of my updates...i shall rant about men...boys really.
So what really gets me thinking about boys...well everything. Do you ever notice, that in EVERY single movie..there is some plot where some boy/girl has some plan to make some boy/girl fall in love with them? or they change who they are for it and then realize their real love was there all along, or how about..they just MAGICALLY bump into their love...or they already had love? LOVE LOVE LOVE...ATTRACTION...EVERYTHING! ITS THERE BLINDING ME POISIONING MY EVERY THOUGHT! and i think....what if... i may never find love? I mean that is just my luck! I can't find anyone who truly cares about me the way i might just care about them! I'm afraid that time is running out! i have never expierenced love...well i thought i did..but i've given up on that sooner than i even thought. I just can't stand to do anything anymore...i feel the time i waste doing nothing may have been the time i found true love...the willingness of someone to change their ways for you...what about love!? Damn...i should write a book ..because that would be a good title..
anywho...other things i have done today would consist of tanning for 10 min. Watering my neighbors plants..being on computer...watching gone with the wind and starting to watch some show with my dad and decided that the computer would hold more entertainment for me..seeing as i have no life...especially since i have no cellphone. OH by the way..i haven't talked to my mother since. what a bitch...she really hates me...her life has been better without me anyways.