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[bsmitty3663]

Well that last post was in the heat of the moment to say the least. I needed some kind of outlit, and I took it out on my LJ. I'm better now I promise, and believe I didn't do anything stupid. I know I should have seen it coming. We just wern't emotionally there together. The future destroyed any chance of it, but I'm glad for the times we had. Life sucks, but I'll always somehow find a way to make sense of it. People learn from pain better then they learn from anything. Pain sticks with you, and it always sneaks up to leave a dull ache even after the visual wounds have healed. Ugh, what a fun week it's been. I'm 21 now, but honestly it's not that big of a differance. I had some fun, didn't get too drunk, and just hung out. I wish more friends could have been there, but hey, being there for one day of the year isn't that important, as long as they are there for the rest of the year. I miss hanging out with a lot of you guys, and if you want you can always call, or IM me to chat.

So yeah, there ya go. Another post in the bag and it's time to start moving on.