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Last night we went to my mom's house for xmas with my Grandma carol. Nathan got some cool gifts. He got a United States puzzle (so he can learn his states of course), a dinosaur that roars, and a light bright activity cube. Kendall Jaide got a frog doll that talks, and a sesame street light up ball, and clothes of course. Brian and I got $200 worth of gift cards and a brita water filter which is awesome. One of these days we are gonna be able to buy for everyone that buys for us every year. I feel kinda bad that we can hardly get anyone else gifts but kids are expensive damn it. While we were there we noticed that my brother has another phrase to go along with "pervert". He now says "your a bitch". Fun huh. I could kick my mom in the ass for him picking up on those words. and then she'll keep saying bitch as loud as ever so he can say it some more. I would get lectured until no end if it was my kids saying that stuff.
On a bad note.. my grandpa who had congestial heart failure a couple days before thanksgiving just went to get a stress test and the doctor told him that if he even feels the slightest pinch of pain to go to the emergency. So he's not doing so well. but he's still alive so I guess that's well enough. For goodness sake he's a 67 year old man who drinks, and smokes cigarettes and weed on a daily basis and people are surprised when the guy has high stress levels and is on the verge of a heart attack. Instead certain people in my family are blaming all the stress on my Aunt which pisses me off Cuz that's basically saying that if he died it would be her fault. And trust me everyone will see my bad side if something bad happens and they attack my aunt for it.. IT WON'T HAPPEN. So yeah I'm worried just a little bit about everything. And for some reason I can't get death out of my head. It's all I think about anymore and I don't want to think about it all the time. I try to keep myself busy but the second i get some down time there it is again. I need to stop watching tv LOL.
I need to get the kid's presents wrapped. We are having xmas eve at my mom's and then going to brian's crazy grandma's house so that will be interesting. I would really like to do some more xmas shopping so i might go to meijer's tonight. The lines aren't so bad come night time. I love living closer to meijer's now. Anyways i'm done for now. I just got the sudden urge to write something so enjoy!.... NOT! As Nathan says "HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!" =)
On a bad note.. my grandpa who had congestial heart failure a couple days before thanksgiving just went to get a stress test and the doctor told him that if he even feels the slightest pinch of pain to go to the emergency. So he's not doing so well. but he's still alive so I guess that's well enough. For goodness sake he's a 67 year old man who drinks, and smokes cigarettes and weed on a daily basis and people are surprised when the guy has high stress levels and is on the verge of a heart attack. Instead certain people in my family are blaming all the stress on my Aunt which pisses me off Cuz that's basically saying that if he died it would be her fault. And trust me everyone will see my bad side if something bad happens and they attack my aunt for it.. IT WON'T HAPPEN. So yeah I'm worried just a little bit about everything. And for some reason I can't get death out of my head. It's all I think about anymore and I don't want to think about it all the time. I try to keep myself busy but the second i get some down time there it is again. I need to stop watching tv LOL.
I need to get the kid's presents wrapped. We are having xmas eve at my mom's and then going to brian's crazy grandma's house so that will be interesting. I would really like to do some more xmas shopping so i might go to meijer's tonight. The lines aren't so bad come night time. I love living closer to meijer's now. Anyways i'm done for now. I just got the sudden urge to write something so enjoy!.... NOT! As Nathan says "HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!" =)