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[bsktbawl23]

im not the one who has changed.
and if i have it has nothing at all to do with sean.or anyone else.
i stopped tlaking to certian people becuase i cant trust thm.
i cant trust anyone.
dont say i just stopped tlaking to you.thers always a  reason.and if i feel i cant trust you enough to talk to you.then i wont.i hsould have learned that sooner.i hsould have stopped talking to alot of poeple a long time ago.but i was too worried.but im not anymore.
i htink if your gonna be fake.and say you wont tell anyone.then go and tell semone.who then tells more people.theres no reason i hsouldnt talk to you.
i dont want to loose friends.but soemitmes you jsut have to.
but i cant loose him.
if i do.i dont know what i will do.and i know im already loosing him.

but anything that has happened has nothign to do about sean
poeple need to just stop with that.
i dont act diffrent.
one night i did.but no one was there but one perosn.and i felt bad.
but it was my last ngiht.
what was i suppose to do.
im sorry that i care abouthim.and want to be wiht him.