May 04, 2005 07:06
I really do. Most importantly, I hate the emotion of love. Yes, it makes you see past a lot of things for a person, but it also makes you complete mush in someone's hands. This would all well and good - if the other person was in love with you also...
What is one to do when it's a one-way relationship? How does one get through the hurt that the one you love rarely shows affection, and apparently "just wants to be friends?" How can one break out of being in love and try to be someone's friend? I'm trying, but it just ain't working. I was hoping that the feeling would disappear, but it's just intensified.... I want more or at least I don't want to lose them; This fucking sucks.. I'm such a stupid dipshit.
ARGH! The guy who invented this love thing needs to be taken out back and shot in the head or someone needs to be.
--sea