Feb 17, 2007 18:15
My life has never been this way before. So much going on, yet so little actually happening. Right now, it feels like nothing is going my way. Like in a hockey game when the other team ALWAYS gets the puck to bounce the right way, and you can't even get a stick on it to save your life. That's how I feel; I can't even get a grip on my own life right now.
I realize my life really isn't bad at all, it's just a lot of shit happening one right after the other. But really. I, mean, REALLY. It's such a pain in the ass. TOO MUCH! I can hardly handle it. I need a break. I need one thing to go right. I need (or think I need) a lot of things, but mostly I need to spend one day of pure happiness, relaxation, and SMILING next to someone I really love.
Any takers?
There's a rose on my desk. It's starting to die. Like the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus song...
"Wilted roses make me cry, a sentimental sign of rejection"
Never have truer words been spoken.
I think I'm going to put on some orange boxers.