Jan 27, 2007 03:51
So, I never update this, and I SHOULD! I need a place to vent.
Here is my life in a nutshell:
RA at IU
Environmental Management Major
Economics/Spanish Minors
Accelerated Masters Program
School Of Public and Environmental Affairs Student
SPEA Honors Student
IU Honors College
Hudson Scholar
Summer study abroad trip to Spain!
Community Council Representative
Lab Monitor for Telecommunications
Still Matt's girlfriend
Really short haircut
Braces (finally)
anything else?
Here is my vent:
How come it always turns out that those certain friends you always wonder about are probably not reciprocating that same feeling? I think about my friends from home a lot, and it always seems like they are thinking of someone too, someone you didn't think was as important to them as you were. Now, I am not saying "oh, please come pay attention to me!!", but more of a "why am I wasting my time trying to contact you"? Over winter break, I saw 2 friends, both of whom I was really excited to see. I understand, for the rest, that I did not make as much of an effort either, and we are both to blame. But I know that I was thinking about them, and still do. From what it appears, I am thinking that my thoughts were as far as this whole thing goes.
My life is very busy. Too busy. But I have to do what needs to be done, and I think I am doing a GREAT job if I may say so myself.
~Julie