Dec 23, 2004 18:10
so tomorrow is christmas eve....who hates being sick?! emmy does! yea so i feel like shit which sucks for more reasons than none. I won't yet to see tony for a few days which kinda sucks....i really want to too dang it....i haven't got to hang out w/ just tony in awhile and i wanna. i don't wanna be sick ver x-mas either cause taht just sucks plus donevan will be here and i love that little boy so much and now i won't get to play with him and he likes me and hates everyone else :(
i got singing in teh rain today...maybe i'll watch it....i think i don't feel as bad right now so maybe i'll go see tony for a bit.....who knows
last night i hung out w/ evan and tanis. that was fun. it's been awhile. we had a fun little girls time shopping and eating and chatting.
tyler P. just called me. that was out of know where but made me happy cause i miss my lakeville friends ALOT!!! like the ataris say " i've never had a ny closer friends than the ones i had when i was young..." you guys are amazing!
I think family is just what i need to be around right now...they don't get mad at me for my choices and always accept what i want to do....i think i need that. i get sick of feeling bad about making up my mind......i wanna sing....sometimes wishes do come true....ya know