Sleep with your tounge tied.
So, everything has pretty much been on a crazy rollercoaster since I've been home from Flordia.
My brother is doing better, as good as he can be doing.
I guess he's kind of depressed because reality has set in now that he's out of the hospital.
They have to move into a motel for a while, 'cause his apartment is not wheelchair accesible, and his other choice was nursing home which obviously he didn't want to stay there.
So, my mom went down there today.
I think she'll be there 'till Friday.
And we're going down next Friday.
So, I don't really know how everything is gonna work since he won't be able to walk for 8 months.
It's sad though, like, out of everyone I know, my big brother doesn't deserve this for all the shit he's been through.
Oh well, hey.
He's a fighter.
Anyways.
Everything is really up and down, and confusing.
Times like these I don't know where my heart is.
I don't like feeling like that.
Confusion, the worst.
Boys, the worst.
So, I miss my mom.
We haven't had one normal week of anything since I've been home.
Maybe that is why I'm so exhausted.
PLUS. MEAPS BLOW.
They are honestly, really hard.
Or maybe just for me.
But they are very hard, and I need that stupid scholership.
Growl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWO BEST FRIENDS, LUCY AND KYLIE.
I HOPE YOU BOTHER HAD A WONDERFUL DAY.
I don't feel good.
And I feel like I have so much to do.
Have a good week.
My brother is doing better, as good as he can be doing.
I guess he's kind of depressed because reality has set in now that he's out of the hospital.
They have to move into a motel for a while, 'cause his apartment is not wheelchair accesible, and his other choice was nursing home which obviously he didn't want to stay there.
So, my mom went down there today.
I think she'll be there 'till Friday.
And we're going down next Friday.
So, I don't really know how everything is gonna work since he won't be able to walk for 8 months.
It's sad though, like, out of everyone I know, my big brother doesn't deserve this for all the shit he's been through.
Oh well, hey.
He's a fighter.
Anyways.
Everything is really up and down, and confusing.
Times like these I don't know where my heart is.
I don't like feeling like that.
Confusion, the worst.
Boys, the worst.
So, I miss my mom.
We haven't had one normal week of anything since I've been home.
Maybe that is why I'm so exhausted.
PLUS. MEAPS BLOW.
They are honestly, really hard.
Or maybe just for me.
But they are very hard, and I need that stupid scholership.
Growl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWO BEST FRIENDS, LUCY AND KYLIE.
I HOPE YOU BOTHER HAD A WONDERFUL DAY.
I don't feel good.
And I feel like I have so much to do.
Have a good week.